Hell in a hand basket

There has being a lot of wars going on all over the world, the endless wars in Africa, the ongoing oil war, then this week came the Israel Palestinian disturbance. Now some might say, that’s being going on forever, but umm read the NEWS people, things just got fucked up, *how you goin buzz over another countries leader house and you don’t know if he had anything to do with it.

All this chaos makes me wonder, is the world finally ending? Personally, I would say, yes, but so did my grandma in WW2, my great grandma in WW1, and my greater grandma back in the slavery days. So what is a negro going to think? if the world comes to an end, hopefully I’m not conscious, I want to be either dead or hopped up on sleeping pills either way its all good.

Enough of the gloom and doom, although I relish being the bearer of realization, I am in a much happier mood today. Firstly yesterday was the day, I found out I’m goin to be a play uncle *officially, Yeap, just like last year when I found out I was a God father (not the movie sort, the good sort), now this to me seems like a real pattern. Could I be next, cause its being hitting closer and closer to home. If it does hit home, I think I will be ok, because I realize this week, that plans change and whatever challenge is put before us, we must rise to the occasion. So what if I’m not recognized as one of the brilliant minds of our time, so what if I don’t get a 70,000 a year job (50 will do just fine), so what ? I have a lot to be thankful about, I have people in America who I finally like; I have family that loves me even though I don’t visit much, a great girlfriend who wants the best for me, and I’m about to finish with my bachelors of science and 2 minors, with a look good paper certificate. I think everything is going to be OK, WE GOIN BE OK!!!