Friday, September 08, 2006

Schooooollll..

This school year I have being slow to get off the ground, normally I would come out of the gates blazing with A’s in every task work given. But this semester its being different, I’ve gotten a 60% and a 70 % in quizzes, but because I took those quizzes for granted. I didn’t study for them nor did I take the time to read over the question on the quizzes. Well I guess what I’m trying to say is, I havent being my old meticulous self.

But you know what, I think it’s a good thing, I no longer obsess (too much). And when I do get out of the gates early I get bored, so bored that even if I got D’s in my last exam and the final, I still come out with at least a B, in the class. I realize now that its not always grades that get you the big jobs, but actually the ‘smarts’. Cause you could have a 4.0 and be dumb as a rock, the grades are only there to get you the interview but not the job. so now I’m curious as to how I’ll finish this semester, even if I don’t get straight A’s, life goes on…

Hey ..

Long time no see

I have being gone a minute and now I’m back. Well not gone but no blogging, being thinking bout blogging though but umm yeah,, sooo. I am still working at statefarm for the time being. When my time don’t allow me to work on anymore projects anymore then I will have to leave or be fired, anyway one wants to look at it. Knowing statefarm they would be like ‘ well norman we have this project coming up but it requires a lot of time’ hint hint.

Anyway, life for me in general has being cool. I took the girlfriend to meet the family for her to see me in my element.. pfttt, acting like I’m faking or summin), I think she had fun for the most part. We went to Evanston to get some Jamaican patties and we bought the whole shop out, I don’t think the people behind us appreciated that.

My baby is going through a real life changer right now. She doesn’t know whether she is coming or going. She got problems with the focusing, being decisive and generally not being herself. I feel for her, its like I’m so helpless, words of comfort just goes through one hear through the other. The way shes feeling I hope it goes away, so that she can have some real joy in her life.

Oh I upgraded my computer to the fastest on the market, my comp is now worth over 1000 dollars and I only spent 210 to fix it up. The motherboard was giving me hell to install, turn out that mofo was bad. So I got a new board for free. And when I replace the old board I will get my money back. Yeah me. So I basically only paid for the monitor and the processor. Go me. Only issue was that it took me a week to put up . I would build one for the g/f but she wants pretty and I think it would cost more as she has to buy a hardrive which cost over 200.

On the home front , my mom hand is really sick, she can hardly move her fingers. Shes waiting 2 weeks to go back to the doctor (who gave her some pills), cause if it continues hurting she would need surgery. As for me, I usually take it one day at a time but its my senior year and I guess its time to stop looking at my feet so much.

On the friend note, S and Liza aren't friend anymore, its weird because I’m still friends with both, and its not that I don’t care about their situation its just that I’m sure they will work it out sometime in the future. So it doesn’t bother me as much as it would normally do.

Its being really busy since the beginning of the summer, I haven't had time to just hang out, its just being one constant rush. Its seems like I’m going a mile per minute and I believe I’m about to hit a wall after going through a tunnel. I’m not at the tunnel yet but I can see it up ahead.

That’s basically all I gotta way for now… walk good and keep your head up…