Vacation Planning

I'm about to tell you a story about a trip I planned once, a trip that was well deserved, a trip that should have lived in the hearts of (wo)mankind forever. This trip I speak of was a trip to the land of the trojans, where men battled in helmets and with their bare hands. This trip started with the support and love of a group of chosen ones, but it was dashed as the chosen refuse to chose the 'trip'. Never is this trip planner going to plan such a trip again, not because the chosen didnt chose the trip, but because it caused great heartache in the land of the trojans trip was refused.

If that confused the hell out of you its either A)it wasnt meant for you 2)Maybe youre kinda slow. In anycase, life goes on. I would like to go out of state this year, maybe to NY or Atlanta. I was planning on going with the G/F, but i'm not sure if thats possible now. If I do have the funds I will be going, by myself or otherwise. You could say I am 'trip planning shocked', a little bit gun shy (cause of tojan land), but I have already started the plans of where to stay or who to stay with, and if none else is excited,well I am, (and not just because, I am easily excitable, but because I need stuff to be excited about outside of the norm(no pun intended)).

Even if it doesnt happen, I still know that I had that excitement and something to look forward to. Going off the beaten track for a while, I watched this south african movie called "tsosti", its about this teenage (19) S. African, who has no appreciation for life, until he stole a car, kidnap a baby, cripple a woman... yadah yadah... but in the move he asked this crippled man who was begging in the streets, dirty and miserable, he asked him, 'why do you keep living, why not end it all', the crippled man looked at him and said 'because I like to feel the sun on my face'. That shit blew me away, I was like wow.. that was some convincing shit.. which brings me around to my point, I might hate the sun on my face but I love looking to the future, not 10 years from now, but the immediate future now, the next 3 or 4 months, thats why I plan my vacation, but I can take comfort in the fact that it brings me happiness to know that I could be going 'somewhere'....